D3viL H3AVen

2006-12-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

I have moved to a new home - my maple diary >>> www.yzmapledays.blogspot.com

thx = ]

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2006-12-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

phew ... it is Dec now ... ... 2007 is coming soon ... ... I think i was not using my "2006" well o.O i wasted a lots of time ... ... where is the time gone ? answer : it was eaten by my pc -.-
i am getting worse ... worse in many way ... ... even is the soul ... ... @.@ i am not sure about what really happen ...
i am getting angry easily... ... i know this is not good , this is a bad habit ... but i cant control it ... feeling angry without any good reason ... ... this is what people called as hot tempered(?spelling error?)

feeling better now ... ><

blogging is good to me

PhotoBlogging

2006-11-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

long time didnt photoshop

2006-11-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

sakura & syaoran ^^ love them so much ~~~~~~~

whose hands izzit ??!! hehe ... ... ... ...

No more mapling ? XD

2006-11-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

Just uninstalled MapleStory .

haha ... ... don't ask me why , it just an action without any standard answer .
Mapling = Happy
Mapling = Enjoy the feeling of killing(bullying) monster
Uninstall Maple = Happy
Uninstall Maple = Release from the nagging of my family ( include my bros ... keep shouting beside my ears while i am mapling )
Uninstall Maple = Boring holiday .... ........... ........ ...........
haix ... ... no need to worry about the rest of my holidays , I still got 5 complete sets of anime haven't watch yet ^^

2006-11-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

i am lazy to do everything now ....
especially 36478623489747 .......... it is very annoyed ...
what i did for them are not given any award , even is a "thank you" . Haha , since that the Evil not need the graceful of human , and that piece of word of human , let me do whatever i want .
Feeling very annoyed while looking at others' blog which full in the colorful blogskin ... ..." it's just nothing and meaningless " , i just noticed it ... let my blog be simple ... i blog for myself not for others to read or give comments ... ...
IF they allow me to run away from my house , i'm sure that ... i will step forward without speaking any words ...

Sick

2006-11-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

i am sick ...

feeling very painful ... can't breathe normally even ... i willing to beg the evil to kill me now ... really very painful ... .... the blood inside my body were fighting against my organ , they are trying to kill ... ... i just feel like that ... ...

doctor said that i am food poisoning ... and because of the cough , my nose was very hard to breathe ... ... hehe ... peggy , doctor gave me the charcoal too ^^ the black color one ... haha .. ...

i am sick ...
hope that i will recover soon ...

2006-11-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

the exam is finally OVER !!! o yes ~~~~ finally !! at last !!! yahooooooo !!!!!
want celebrate it ~ but my wine ... hahaha ... finished by me last time already .... = = ... sob ... ...
never mind , tomorrow ! i want to buy comics !!! i want to on9 !! i want shopping !! i want doing nothing !!! ahhhh !!!

the exam is over , but the school days is not over yet ... still left 3 days ... in this 2.7 ... next year , all of us will be form 3 students , will face the *** ( i don't want to say that 3 letters !!! ) ... and may be , all of us --Sia-o family , wont be at the same class ... >< why the stupid headmistress is so cruel !! suddenly say want what class streaming ... .... such a meaningless action ... think of separating the students is very funny ? = = lll i hate her ... ...

ok , i also dont know what the hell that i am blogging ... bye

Photo Blogging

2006-11-07T10:52:00.000+08:00

p/s : look at the date .... .....

exam ? i don't care ....

2006-11-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

don't know what happen to me now ... ... it's a mess in my mind .... ... don't know what the heck is my BRAIN thinking ?!! IS brain , not mind ! really .. .... ... don't know how to say ... ... like want kill someone or doing something to release the anger . i know this is not because of the exam , i am not stress at all . and it is also not because of the connection , it is quite fast today ... my computer ? no no .... anime ? no ... just watched a very funny + kuso anime ... comic ? impossible , i spent almost the whole afternoon at reading one piece ! then ... what thing make me feeling so uncomfortable ? monster ? ? ET ? UFO ? Wong Wong ? Gozila ? King Kong ? Ayumu ? Joshua ? Estelle ? Hiyono ? Sizumasa ? Haine ? Natsume ? Luffy ? Zoro ? Ussop ? Nami ? Rubin ? Chopper ? Sanzhi ? Yily ? Kellyn ? YiEr ? Sanji ? Kouoji ? Rei ? Arashi ? Zeromo ? lingNleaf ? Devila ? YeeZhen ? Foo ?

i will only blog when i am in two MODE , the first one is Happy MODE , the other one is Angry MODE . if is Normal MODE i am lazy to blog ... if i blog in Battle MODE ... the keyboard already destroy by me , 200%

2006-10-31T00:50:00.000+08:00

arh.....love u !!
thanks for the post^^
ok...u wont love me.sobzz..ur love is specially for joshua only rite!
laugh out loud XD

haa...exam coming!hate it! arhh!!! i still playing games and chattin thorughout de nite!! what a terrible student!!
arhh!!!

become a genius..don make me laugh..!!
my brain is very limitedonly!! especially for anime and games only^^

and..thanks for d advises^^ i mean tat day...get wad i meean ??><
chattin with peg and you..!!tat's make me feel much better! really ^^
i love tat game!!^^ and the story too

soo..tat's is!
gambateh!!in our lebih exam...got streamin somemore..!!wat the~~~~
gambateh all convent students!!! rock de school!!XD

what lame post from ==exp102___lameblog102-75.blogspot.com

long time didnt blog

2006-10-31T00:49:00.000+08:00

ok ok , i know tat i really long time didnt update my blog >< sry guys .... so , hehe , juz come up to here to post a picture that i editted(?) yesterday ...

i think the foot step is a lil bit weird ... if dont want put it the pic will look better .. haha , so late alrdy ~ want study the science !! ahhhh !!! ( burning ) !!! kambate gals !!!

blood

2006-10-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

testing the animation ... Success ~ yahooo ~

drinks

2006-10-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

moving menu XD
look cool....

waishi's drink ~ look beautiful XD

peg's n wenchee's drinks ~ wenchee's look cute -___-
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p/s:all photo was taken by me , and some is exp 102

picture again XD

2006-10-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

today peggy n ma invite us to go pumkin house to celebrate thier b'day . got took a lotz of photo ... but lazy to put all of them to here -____- call me lazy (blur)queen ... ... XD got edit one about today de , later i will edit more , i will be back !

software : ps ... lol
camera : same la , canon digital IXUS 400
date : also is today , 21-10-06

Cycle

2006-10-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

cycling

lazy to upload the whole picture to here ...
later my blog load with a snail speed =.=
software used : adobe photoshop cs 2
camera : canon Digital IXUS 400
date : 21-10-06

2006-10-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

date : 18 Otc 2006
time : 10.35 am ... XD

playing movie maker XD

2006-10-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

well , a movie ... no, correction ... video ? i dont think so ... em ... i think is a picture slideshow ... ok ! come back !! a picture slideshow which brot to u by Joshua's gf , for more details plz tag at >>> tat side XD

software used : photoshop cs2 n movie maker

other srcs : photobucket

a bad day

2006-10-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

ok , well .... becox of sthg happened in today , so i come up here to blog .

last friday , tat ugly fat WONG PU LIN !! ( i dare to type out ITS name !! | P ) she want me and jaclyn to type a sijil ... ok , tat sijil , act is the one who should type it is guru penasihat , not us . ok , nvm , i do what she said . then at monday , she told jac n me tat she got tersilap one thing . then she gave us another new blank sijil paper . then ..... today i passed up , but i have type sthg wrongly . at the 1st period , she got tell me to go n find tat datin who sell milk n love to mop the floor =.= pn siti maimunah =.= to get the extra blank sijil . then .... .... during recess , i ate my thing n u know , chat v frens ~ then .... .... after recess , tat ugly pig -__- called another student come n find me . i went to the office . n she shout loudly , "just now i told u during recess ! go n find pn.maimunah to get the extra paper ! but u didnt come !! " hello auntie =.= , did u told me ? ok , if u got told me , then ... plz use ur brain to think TEACHER , i m sitting for my chinese exammination !! Either i m deaf or u r blind , but i think the one who blind is u auntie wong -.-
ok nvm , i chased out to find siti (XD siti ... XDXD) then i did told her i will get the extra paper from her at the last period b4 i go home , cox i need to sit for another lebih exam=.=super lebih + lame subject = psv -.....................- em , then ... tat fat pig got class at 2.4 . when she went in to 2.4 , she called anotehr student come to find me again . ya , again =.= she scold me loudly again . altot i got told her tat i will get the paper from SITI X.X she shout loudly n my eardrum almost pecah u know =.= but !! the most shameful thing !! she scold me nvm , but the 2.4,2.5,2.6 n also 2.7 saw it ! and when she shout , all of them become quite , and look at me !!! soooooooo .......................... embrassed !! my god !!!! xia xue !!!! agerughuhwuqdhauighwdeghughauighdudaeldfhuisehdfuiehuifdsyugfcyusgefygsyugfyusgyufcgsyugfyusgfysgyufg
i was very angry at tat time ! when i went out from 2.4 , i walk fastly towards the toilet . act at tat time my tears alrdy inside my eyes but havent come out yet (lol) without saying others word , i rush into the toilet . n u know =.= haix........

when i was inside the toilet , i try to clam down , n i heard someone is calling me . but tat time i dont know who is she. i try to clam down ... ... after a few mins gua ... dont know la ... i came out from the toilet . the one who called me is siuli ... she gave the tissue paper ... so touching T.T thank you !! arigato !!! and when i walk out , i saw the others ... kar ying , chan , heng .. amy , peg n shane ... thank you to ur gals so muchhhhhhhh !! arigato x10000000000000000000000 is also not enaf !!! ah , when i am crying my face must be very ugly T.T my image !!!! ahhhh ... .....

hehe , 1st time saw me cry rite gals ? XD but , gals , i think that cry for tat wong pu lin is not worth leh !! my tears are only for my joshua , ayumu , sizumasa , nastume , anime , manga n game leh !! not worth !!! i rugi 10000 bilion dolar la !! T.T argh ..........

feeling better after type all of them out ~ phew .. btw , i havent study yet !! sh*t !!
p/s : this is ~~special~~ super rojak post =.=

14.10.06

2006-10-14T18:48:00.000+08:00

Just now 4.10 pm , I play the game ... u know ... ha ... then .... finally , at last ! I played till the ending !! yahooooo !! Finally ... phew .... I have play it for 68 hour =.= so long ... ... Joshua !! ahhh !! I love u ~~ Leon !! Why u die !!!??! Why !!? T.T btw , Joshua got hug Leon ~ lalala , so touching ~ he is so cute ~~ n Joshua ... he kissed Estella again !! ah ~~~~ (imagining tat I m Estella ................................................................................................................................................. ) melting ... ...

and now , I can pay my attention at my final exam , yes ! p/s : after exam , i want play the game one more time XD

2006-10-14T18:16:00.000+08:00

the trailer of the The Legend of Heroes IV Sora No Kiseki psp version ... chio .... ....

2006-10-14T18:14:00.000+08:00

leon ... my joshua's godborther + joshua's sister bf + the most dangerous enemy in this game =.=

2006-10-14T17:59:00.000+08:00

my lovely handsome cool joshua ~ ahhhh ~ i love u !! joshua!!

2006-10-14T17:57:00.000+08:00

estelle reunion with joshua ^^ at last !! ahhh !

my joshua 01

2006-10-14T17:36:00.000+08:00

my joshua vs leon ! hahah , of cox is my joshua win !! wakakakakka !! joshua ~~~~~~

my table XD

2006-10-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

haix...my table is so messy ... so embrassing to show u all my table >< i am very hardworking , do the revision and suddenly take the photo for my cute table XD <<< answering the question of the revision book ... .... lol

oh my god ...

2006-10-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

oh my god .... why our photo is appear in my history text book ?! I dont want >< ahhhhhhhhhh !!!! what happen to my text book !!!!!!????? did i do the sej revision till crazy ???

punishment =.=

2006-10-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

punishment?what the hell is that? Let me explain to u ... wenchee ,exp 102 , amy and me , we are having a study group ... then the who answer wrong the most many question(grammar mistake=.=i noe...) , will kena denda ... last time is wenchee , now is my turn ....
then my punishment is to write Phycho's,Exp102's , Wenchee' & Amy's keburukan =.= before i start , i want to tell ur guys , this post is a rojak , may be got en + bm + jp + ch ... =_____=

ok , first ... let us talk about ... ... wenchee!!
Wenchee ... she is a very guai + normal girl , her attitude is good , very gentle , hardworking ... if must say out her keburukan ... ... hehe , when she laugh , she will move her body to right and left , just like dancing =.= whatever she is sitting or standing , she can laugh madly until her face is red or cant speack single word ... funny girl , but she really can laught non-stop ... XD , worse than me ..

now till exp 102 !! hehe ... her keburukan .. em ... ... she is very tut(=.=lol , in ch) XD u know ? ex , when we play a trick on her she dont know , need a lotz of time to find out tat we r playing her .. so cuteXD another funny girl ... one more ! she cant stand the spicy food , if she eat the spicy food , she will very PAINFUL -______- altot may be it juz the maggie's chili ... ...

amy's turn!!!wakakkakak ... amy is a very goood girl , clever , she is good at making new fren.her keburukan is : always think too much ! sometime she will look very serious at every thing O.o when we are joking she is very serious ... .... .... ...

lastly is phycho~~~my lao gong XD when she is in bad mood , she will write her mood on her face =.= a black + dark + down face .... then the others will feeling down too , or go asking each other , "what happen??" then the whole we will be very quite ... cox phycho is not chatting with us T.T (lonely , i m so lonely , i m no body .... .... XD)

ok ... tats all ... a weird post -________________-

post with my work

2006-10-05T15:04:00.000+08:00

2006-10-02T01:37:00.000+08:00

haha , so late alrdy ... altot i am very tired , but i still decide to blog before i go to sleep .
btw , next monday is the final examination ... so scary ... i hate exam = . = i want burn the all papers of the school if i got the nut to do so ... ... ... who want join me ?

today i had done many things : watched anime , read new comic , made new picture(XD with the P.S) , played game , learned new skillS , and one more ... the most important ... I started to do my revision !! yeah!!!!!! what a nice day was tat ... ah ... if everyday can go on like this , i think , my life is perfect XD but , it is imposible ! cox i wont study usually , except it got exam XD

i think this week i will TRY to , play ... no , correction , USE computer 2 hours or 1 hour each day !!!!! BURING!!!! kambateh devila aka yeezhen ... kambate ... u can do that !! .............perhaps i really can stand ... ... ... ...

ok guys , hope u all wont see me on9 for 2 weeks ~ bye ~

29.09.06

2006-09-30T03:12:00.000+08:00

yeah , finally complete this picture ... phew .... tired ... -_______- ... ... i have spent almost 2 hours on this lillte picture @@ is tat worth ? or i should use tat 2 hours to do revision ?

this week i was quite busy , busy doing the kgt and PLAYING GAME !! Finally Joshua and Estelle meet each others again ~ hurreeyy ~~~One more !!When they meet each others again , they chat for a long time.When Joshua want to leave , Estelle tell him her true feeling , this 4 months , she was chasing after Joshua , she was following his steps , she did all this just for one thing --- to meet Joshua again , and bring him back . Estelle hugged him(T.T cry ~ perhaps i can be Estelle T.T) , and Joshua cried after he listening Estelle's feeling.AND!!At LAST!! Joshua kissed Estelle ( T.T cry )!!And he did swear , "Estelle , I will protect you , and fight with you together . I wont let you be alone anymore!" (cryT.T JOSHUAA) ... ... ... I hope that Joshua wont leave her again ... I'm feeling very happy and glad when I saw they become a couple again ~ If the others woman touch Joshua , I will kill her -.- Only Estelle can touch my JOSHUA!wahahaaha XD

23-09-06

2006-09-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

Today morning i went to peggy's house , we had plan to do our kgt and play a lillte bit.In the morning , my mum brot my bro and sis went out to have our breakfast.After that my mum fetch me to peg's hz.My mum asked , "where is your fren hz?""em ... taman jaya , after the Sheng Yu Min Hun a lillte bit ...""oh ok!didi ! i want show u the big bowling!!"my mum said like that.huh?what?em....at that time i dont think too much ... but ... ... ... the Sheng Yu Min Hun is very far away from the bowling center =.= well ...my mum drove till there , and even over ... she tought that Sheng Yu Min Hun is before the bowling center ... we had spent almost half hour to find peg's hz XD it is so easy to find , i also dont know why we spent such a long time to find it XD

When i reached her hz , chan havent reach yet . Peggy , ur sister Patty is a pretty and cute girl ~ if my sis also like her so fuuny , wow , that is cool XD ....... Actually , today we didnt even touch our kgt =.= ...... we are busy doing something =D ya , sthg !! that's our secret rite ,chan peggy patty ?lol...shhh...hehe ... and our kgt ... i think , I THINK , we will done it by Monday gua ... they will come to my hz again XD

At night , we went to peggy's church , it is a celebration (party?) for the mooncake festival . My mum got went too ...N wenchee , amelia , eline also got went XD today is really very funny ... altot it was quite childish , but , i have not been so high very long time , juz now , i was very happy and high !! yaha !!! N somemore ! chan ! i really dont know tat we were studying at the same kinde rgander for the 2nd year !! haha ... i really feeling very suprise ... ... when u come to my hz , i must show u the photo that we took at the kindergander ! i want know which one is u !! wakaka !!

Today we played many game , got one is the eating competition XD 5 ppl 1 group , chan , amy , peggy , wenchee n me lol .that game is like this , got 5 things to eat , the 1st thing is the cup noodle , amy ate that +.+ that looked very hot ... after she finished it , till my turn , eat the mooncake XD it is panda favour , very nice n tastyyyy , yummy~~~ if it is not a competition , i m sure i will enjoy it slowly !! really very nice ... thx u all for cheering me !! joshua ayumu !! kambate !!! XD Next is wenchee's turn , her food is an ice-cream ... it looked nice too ... XD altot we have lost , but we stole the coca cola(the 4th food) to drink , and our last food -- a j.j snack is stolen by someone =.= argh !! that is chan's food j.j leh !! ahhh!!we have cheer till we got no sound =,= ... ...
We also got play a more childish game , the musical chair XD is it correct?i m not very sure ... in chinese it is snatching chair . tat one is very funny , when the children is playing at the center hall , we set up a small circle for ourselves XD we played it ourselves !! like crazy ppl ... ... i think that time got many ppl looking at us ><>(//////////)<>
There got a lucky draw too . We shouted loudly , hope our number code will read out , but it's not ... BUT!BUT!Suddenly !! CHAN's number is read out ! 0136 !!hahaha!! CONGRATULATIONS!! whooo~~~ tepuk gemuruh !!! that big rabbit is very cute !! i think we should hug together it n take a photo !! Somemore at the last , a game's result is out . That game is guess how many paper are there in a contain , i guess 6++ , peggy guess 5++ , amy guess 3++ gua ... the others i 4got alrdy >< >< ><

this post is so long @@ lastly , thx gals ! thank to u all !! for letting me have an unforgetable happy time n wonderful memory ~ thx ^^ love u all !!

p/s : i think it got many grammer mistake ... ><>

18.09.06

2006-09-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

Just now my fren just mentioned that , she said this to me , "hey yeezhen ... i think u r getting weird leh ... " i asked her why ... we are very close so sometimes we will exchange our secret XD "Dont know leh .. just think that u r became quiet since last last week. " she answered me .

last last week ... huh ... now juz i remember .... ya , last last week was a very bad day in my life =.= n ... i got a post which wrote about "i wont trust anybody" ... i wrote like that becox someone hurt me deeply , i did trust her , but ... haix ... how come she .... ..... ............................. so , i starting dont trust anybody , and now i seldom talk to others about myself , altot i LOOK chatting with my frenz , but ... act i juz like telling them something such as "that cake very tasty...","hey tat shop got sales ... ","tat clothes oh... " eg eg . Before this , when i was sad i will found some frenz chat v me or i will tell my frenz about sthg of myself . But since that day , ya ... that day =.= , i just like build a wall between all of the ppl beside me and myself , become very cold from some way ... Did I done the wrong thing ? Should I ...... no , correction : CAN I trust people again ? Can I do that ? I dont think that i can ...

2006-09-18T00:46:00.000+08:00

heyyy....
hehe,,,here i come tau luan ur blog XD
but tell you first ,don't kill if got any mistake!!
XD

hehe...first of all, thankssssszzzz so much for everthing u help me including the
blog and the story ....T_T thanks for being a sensei of noob XD

hmm.....what else...
yaa...really sorry ,guys.. becauze of me and you all cant do de kgt ><
really sorry ,..!! gomenasai1!!!><

hehe....btw... your blog really nice!!!!!!
prince of tennis!!! gosh...cant stop sreaming of it's name!!!

hehe....i really have no idea what to post ady >< hehe.....
gambateh in everything!

bye mrs bright /devila/yee zhen

by:::: noobie/waishi

17.09.06

2006-09-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

Well !! That The Legend of Hero Sora No Kiseki Second Chapter ! FINALLYY !! DL completed !! n i spent 4 hrs to play it this noon !! Altot it is all in japanese ! N altot my joshua only appear in the last few seconds in the 1st chapter ! but i still very happy ~~~ lalalala ~~~ today when it installed completely , i shouted very loudly n scold by my dad =.= stupid !

In the 1st chapter , it was quite .. em , boring lo , cox my joshua only appear at the last few seconds =.= .... .... but this was my 1st time , cry for the main character in this game , Estelle Bright , that is her name.This is the story for the Sora No Kiseki First Chapter . Actually Joshua is a anak angkat for the Bright family since 5 years ago , then Joshua is juz like Estelle's brother .But .. u know , since tat they are not the real siblings , Joshua was fallen in love with Estelle from the 1st sight.The 1st night Joshua went to the Brights' house , he was injured , n Estelle's dad hugged him home.Estelle tought tat the kid in his father hug is a suprise form his dad , then she kicked "it" !! my god ... Joshua fall at the floor , n look at Estelle , full of shock and spechless . That is how they meet each other ... Joshua n Estelle grown up together n they had a happy hour . Till they are 16 years old , they become a Quester.At the same day , their father have receive a secret letter.He is an ex-quester also , n he is a very great famous quester in that world . The next day , their father left the town cox he said that got a important matter need to settle by the aeroplane. But .. after 2 days , that plane was terampas by a group of Sky Thief .And the victim list got his name. Estelle was very sad and worried about her father ... n she juz think tat , "dad was so good at the fighting , the lillte Sky Thief even cant hurt him ... but why ... " Then Estelle finally cheer up , and made a decide --- want go n find her father with Joshua ! Must find out what really happen ! So , they have went out fot a trip and also met many ppl .But ... they dont know , this is a plan behind the other plan ... haix , this is called destiny .
I straight away jump to the ending XD
Estelle finally find out that her feeling to Joshua , she loves him too , before they went for a trip , Estelle just think that she take Joshua as her family or her brother , but she found out that she was wrong . At night , when she decide to tell her feeling to Joshua , she heard that Joshua is playing that song "Hoshi No Kinomoi" with the flute again.She went our and looking for Joshua , he was standing at the roof of the castle.He said smoothly , "Estelle , are u free now ? i would like to tell u a story .. long long ago , there was a little boy . After something happen to the boy , the boy changed , he dont eat , dont sleep , dont drink , just sit on his bed , n keep playing the song Hoshi No Kinomoi with his flute .His family was very sad , and try to find doctor or magician to treat him.One day , a magician appeared at their house n said , "I can heal the heart of the boy."So , that magician brought that lillte boy away from his house, and the magician clear all of the memory of the little boy , and enter the new memory for him.The lilltle boy became the other person , just like a robot , a robot who make for killing people . He just a 10 years old boy , but his hands is full of blood ... ... One day , he got another new order from that magician , "Go n kill the Karsurs Bright!" ... ... ... ... but the boy failed , in front of that Karsurs , he just like a lilltle cat ... When the magician know that the boy had fail , he want to reedit his memory , but ... Karsurs stopped the magician and saved the boy .But the memory of the lilltle boy was gone. Karsurs adopted that lillte boy as his son , and he brought him home . When the lilltle boy came to the Brights' house , he was kicked by a girl , who was same age with him . The boy know that , my eyes cant get off from this girl anymore . The boy and the girl have a happy hour and very unforgetable memory .That time just like a dream for the boy ... and now , the boy have remember , remember what did he done before he came to the Brights' family . Estelle , thanks for listening the story till the end . " ... ... Joshua said that , as usual , with his smile . Estelle was speechless , "Joshua ... how could it be ... you ... " Joshua said gentle again , "My Estelle , you just like a sun to me , give me warm , and bring me the happiness . This is my dream ... I should wake up now ... " Estelle was very angry , " Dont say like that Joshua ! I love you ! Dont left me ! Please ! " ... .... Joshua got a shock at that time ... Estelle keep saying , " Let us continue your dream ok ?! Let us live together in the future ... " ... Joshua walked near her , n kiss her , at the same time he put some pills into her mouth (Joshua , so keng ... can kiss her n do so at the same time=.=) . Estelle fainted on the floor . "Estelle , I cant be with u anymore , my identity will pollute u , the turth will hurt you ... Thanks for letting me had a 5 years long dream ... I love you , Estelle ... sayonara ... "
After that night ... Joshua just looked like disappear from this world ... ... then , the story is continued with the Sora No Kiseki Second Chapter !! Thats why i so nervous to play the SC !! ahhhhh!!! btw , such a long post ... lol sorry , I think I have make u all confused n blur @@ sry
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playing ps again .. XD

2006-09-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

the art of hands
this is our language
the way we talk

2006-09-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

You Are Very Dishonest

You're reliably dishonest, and it's not a big deal to you
It's all about what you want - screw everyone else
You'll protect yourself at all costs
No wonder no one truly trusts you!

How Honest Are You?

haha , ya , i m very dishonest . i can lie to protect my thing , i can hurt u to proetct myslef XD this is called dishonest + selfish

2006-09-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

You Are 68% Pure

Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close.
But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet.

How Pure Are You?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

this one ... ha , it is half corrct half wrong ...

You Are 62% Selfish

You put your own needs first, figuring if you don't take care of yourself, who will?
While this is a good philosophy to have, it wouldn't hurt you to be a tad more giving.

How Selfish Are You?

68%...over 50 alrdy .. then ... i am selfish lo ?

You Are a Little Scary

You've got a nice edge to you. Use it.

How Scary Are You?

well ... a little ... lol ... ...

2006-09-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

You Are 44% Angry

Generally, you are not an angry person.
But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper.
And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful.
You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often.

How Angry Are You?

hey .... i think it is quite correct leh ... hhaha ...

2006-09-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

hurreyyy ~~ i finally can on9 ~~~ almost 3 days no on9 , i feel that i was lived in the hell in the past 3 days =.=
well , those days got a lotz of thing happened , but i think ... it is ok already , after the rain the sun sure will come out ^^ kambateh everyone !!

I will keep on , living with my style , keep on living with a life which full of computer , comic n anime , and the smile frenz ! it is so simple . I am the one who choose the life , not the life choose me . You can also decide wether u want live with a bad mood everyday , or happy always , no one will force you to decide your life . For me , I have choose that , just go on nature n simple , i will only mind my own matter, if you die at the roadside , that is your matter , if you get a high marks in the exam , that is your matter too , not MINE , but is YOURS . this is me , this is my style .... ....
p/s:will it a lillte bit selfish ? XD

2006-09-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

well ... yesterday is my longest day in this year ... Becox of something , i was very moody , till lazy to sleep ! so , i just keep studying the html code , then ... i do this blogskin till 5.00am ... ya , really , altot ur gals call me sleep early , but ! tat was really very early leh ! 5.00am leh !! i never sleep so early before (alone not at party or in a trip) !! n when i went up to my room , i was feeling ... very , em , full of enegry , not feeling sleepy at all . then ... if not wrong , i sleep at 5.30 sthg gua ... then today morning i woke up at 8.00am ~ yeah , what a good teenage m i ~~ haha ~~

today morning i test the html code again , it can show as normal at my firefox browser , but dont know why in IE it's code is change ... the pic at the top , its position is not in the center altot i type the html code is CENTER =.=lll but at my firefox it is in the center ... blur @@ and the font size is bigger at the IE , look ugly leh =.= but at my firefox it is very small font alrdy , till i m quite hard to read it ... ....

guys ! dont use IE anymore ! it is very dangerous !! U may get the virus easily ... if the rate of using Firefox or Opera to get the virus is 4% , then IE is triple of it !! 12%!! my gosh .... .... this is not an advertisment but is an advice !! T.T stupid IE ...

08.09.06

2006-09-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

today got many thing happen ... it juz all happened within a few hours , within 6 hours ... i really dont know how to say my mood now . it juz a mess . it jus empty . i wont trust anybody again . like i have wroten one , did ur guys remember ? about ayumu blah blah one ... i really wont trust anybody again . all of them is my enemy , no one is by my side . if u ask me which side did i belong to , i will answer u , "i only belong to myself"

wishlist (?) / what i want to

2006-09-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

i want go learn japenese ! i have think of this for a long long long time already ! but my sister just keep blocking me =.= she said when i go to the university i can learn free lesson . can i wait till that time ? i want play the game ! (the jp game) want to learn before i start play tat game ! joshua , just wait me ! i will come n meet with u soon ! this time is serious one , i really want go learn ... perhaps the fee wont be too expensive .. i havent go the ericon or jian qiao ask about the details of the lesson yet ... ><
i want go learn computer ! wether it is reprogramming of computer, maintance or repairing the computer , as long as it is a computer lesson then i will go and learn it ! i think i will start after my final year examination or within the holiday ...
i want keep feet ! kambateehhh ! waishi , let us work harder together !! and shane ... i dont think tat now u want diet also =.= just see what u eat during the recess , burger + french fried =.=lll , later u become piggy ;P altot i got eat , but only one bit ~ (one bit from each ur gals food XD )
kambateh !! dont know i can really done all of this before the 2007 or not .... .... kambatehhh

06.09.06

2006-09-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

long time no blog alrdy =.= hahah , cox i was to busy , busy doing tat doing this , busy till myself dont know what was i busy for =.=lll

today , morning , i had started learn a new thing .... heheh , guess what it is ? ! Its YOGA !! haha !! actually i was quite nervous u know >< n when i go there , wow ... got many aunties learn yoga too . aunties ... ahaha ... only got 7 girls same age with me , n they are all from 2.6 one XD . n one is not from 2.6 but she is my best fren lol . then ... the 1 hour was very short , it just awhile then i have finish one lesson , unbelieveable ... i really start learn yoga ... actually i want learn tat before ... but becox of too many things , such as what exam , kerja kursus blah blah blah ... so i postpone till now . And becox i am a newbie , and this class i enter , is a class which got many clever students(cox they learnt for a long time already =.=) , then all the action are very hard to me ... haha , am i too old ? T.T AND somemore ! tat teacher is a very beautiful women , n got a very slim n healty body . wow , envy leh ...

Liyi told me already , u wont feel painful so fast , u will feel it tmr . but ... juz now when i was tuition , i alrdy start feeling painful ... just like my back want broke already T.T ahhhhhhhhh , reallly painful T.T now my hands also got effect T.T painful.......I hope tmr i still got energy to school ... ah ... my arms.....ouch ...

Eiyuu Densetsu VII Sora No Kiseki Second Chapter Demo

2006-09-03T01:47:00.000+08:00

i want to buy this game , the original one T.T of cox is the chinese version ... the japenese version is out at 9th of March 2006 . i think the chinese version ... the fastest will completely translated at December 2007 ... hope it will come out soon ...

All is my HIM

2006-09-03T01:32:00.000+08:00

Gomenasai ayumu ... gomenei ... sizumasa , gomenasai ...

Now ! Let me intro my #1 BOYFRIEND !! Before this , it was my cute sizumasa ... but now ... hehe .... ....
His name is Joshua Astray , what a cool name ~~~

i want to buy that t-shirt T.t that one is black in colour !! N some more it look very very chio ~~ watashi wa no kawaii joshua-kun!!!T.T

p/s:This is a character from this game >> The Legend Of Hero VI Sora No Kiseki
That is a very nice RPG , and it is the best RPG in this world . Thank you Falcom ^^ , for producing such a nice game for the otaku like me ^^

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2006-08-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

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Lyrics -- Breaking Free

2006-08-22T20:24:00.000+08:00

Troy:
We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

Gabriella:
If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free

Troy:
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

Gabriella:
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts

Both:
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

Chorus #1
Troy:
We’re breakin’ free
Gabriella:
We’re soarin’
Troy:
Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
Troy:
If we’re trying
Both:
Yeah, we’re breaking free
Troy:
Oh, we’re breakin’ free
Gabriella:
Ohhhh
Troy:
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
Gabriella:
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
Both:
Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see

Chorus #2
Troy: We’re breakin’ free
Gabriella: We’re soarin’
Troy: Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
Troy:
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Ohhhh runnin’
Troy:
Climbin’
To get to that place
Both:
To be all that we can be
Troy:
Now’s the time
Both:
So we’re breaking free
Troy:
We’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Ohhh , yeah

Troy:
More than hope
More than faith
Gabriella:
This is true
This is fate
And together

Both:
We see it comin’
Troy:
More than you
More than me

Gabriella:
Not a want, but a need
Both:
Both of us breakin’ free

Chorus #3
Gabriella: Soarin’
Troy: Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Troy: Yeah we’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Breaking free
Were runnin’
Troy:
Ohhhh, climbin’
Both:
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
Troy: Now’s the time
Gabriella: So we’re breaking free
Troy: Ohhh, we’re breaking free
Gabriella: Ohhhh

Both:
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

this is my faboutrite song XD cox someone want me to send the lyrics to her =.= so i straight away publish to here ...

21.08.06

2006-08-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

doing the t-shirt .... phew .. thank you WenChee ! for the font ! Thank you Shane ! for the all ! thank you Peggy ! for your finger T.T

yaha , this is the complete t-shirt !!

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2006-08-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

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21.8.06

2006-08-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

1st time edit image . this >> had use up my half an hour -___- ..... tired ... really very hard to use the ImageReady to edit . I want use PhotoShop!!! but .. this is one is use the IR CS2 , already got quite many functions . If is the PS CS2 , waw , i think it is awsome !! GREAT !!! but ... althought i have found the crack code , but no one is suit =.= shit =.= i must try to crack it ! or patch it !! whatever ! i must hack the software ! to use the full version !! i am willing to be a hacker for the PS CS2!!!

by the way , may ur guys give some comment to this image ? >>>
guess who is 'he' ?
>sizumasa<

11.08.06

2006-08-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

i want go pc fair ... want buy printer !!! and my stupid moniter , in this morning , when i turn on it ,
i saw the screen and i got a shock ... my god , the colour ... before this , the colour is already very weird , the red colour will display at my screen as black colour , and this time ... the white colour become GREEN!! and even the blue also become a green blue ... and the yellow is red or orange ... the red is still is red , but it is dark red , then the black still is the black colour . haiz , my moniter , finally ,want broke down already !! hurayyy !! then i can buy a new one !! yahooo !! actually , before this , when the workers of the computer shop come to my house help me setup the streamyx , he saw my moniter , and asked how long did i use it . hey ... i had used this stupid small moniter for 6 years already !! and after he listened , he said : "A moniter only can use about 3 years till 5 years . Yours one is already very OLD , still can use ... wow , a miracle ... " lol , ya , it is really very old , when i was Year 2 then i already started to use this moniter and the printe. my spu i got exchange it with my father's office computer when i was 10 years old . cox mine got virus XD but now the cpu that i am using , heeh , the hardware also got changed a lot .... got one more hardisk , got two new CD/DVD-ROM , new RAM ... ... i want buy a 1G RAM too , but i think i will should buy the printer 1st ... ah , so confused ....

07.08.06

2006-08-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

so happpy today ~~
i FINALLY (hhah) , become tha manager of Anime COmic Library. there is a furom which i always discuss anime and comic at there XD
so happy ... althought i know it will be very tired , and i should be more responsible on it . I will work harder !! kambatehhhhh !gogogog~~

Hate

2006-08-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

Since that I am in a bad mood .... So ... I want to talk about the things that I HATE ...

#1 boring things

I hate boring things ... Really , the thing that I cannot stand the most is BORING !! If you let me to choose , want stay at a dirty place or boring place , I will choose the dirty place . I surely will boring till die -_-

#2 rude guys

the rude guys I mean is , the guys who will always use -- c*b** , l**j** , k***l**, t*l**, -- some words like that , I really cant stand this ! Those word will make ppl looked like ... bad guy or something worse than that ... I really hate it =.=

#3 people who disturing me

when i was doing something , i hate people disturbing me , when i am eating ,or , playing computer , watching anime , blogging , writting , and the MOST , reading comic! if you come and disturb me when i am reading comic, i will kill you !!! seriously !!!! if i am watching anime then you disturb me , i will beat you !! really !

#4 smoking

i hate smoking , esp when i sww ppl are smoking , i will feel very annoyed , and hate it ... smoking is a bad bad bad habit ! i really dont understand why ppl like smoking =.= is smoking so good ? if my fren smoking , i will keep a distance fron him/her ( i hope it is not a her ) ...

06.08.06

2006-08-06T19:32:00.000+08:00

today , is the most most most boring day in my LIFE!!! even sitting for teh examination or studying the History is better than this!really , truely!! what a boring day is this =.= i hate it ... i hate boring ...
ok ... as u all know , today , is my primary school's gathering ... actually , before this week , i am quite happy , and hope this day come faster . But ... i think that i am wrong this time ... the STUPID LEBIH boys! just keep chatting theirselves ... ok , nevermind , i dont care u all . but .. when i want to take photo , u all ... what the ... u all just keep running and escaping . what for ? shy ? ha , stupid .. i just think that , taking a photo is better than nothing , cox ... u all stupid go pizzahut and then dont want take any food . stupid ... idiot ... u go there n sit at there ? u think this all are free? haha , what a stupid thinking !? but at least , the gals got take some photo ... ya , only took 3 photos ... i really want to .................................
after that , the boys all said , "very boring,we go the store." haha, ya, u go the store , and want buy vegetable izzit ? stupid , the store is not same with wetex! haha , i am trying to not laugh out loudly at that time ... "oh,u want go and go la , no need to report to me." i really said that ... then they all got a shock , then left the Pizzahut . well ,after a while , the gals also said that sit at there is very boring , then we all go WETEX(is not The Store ~~) . then ... the boys phoned me , ask us to go the place where they were . well ... they were at the top floor of the wetex ...that floor is not at the same floor of the Tropicano Life , but is at the TOP ..... u know what place izzit ? that what what game place , i dont actually know that where is there ... i just know that , there is a stupid lebih place ... what the hell , already 14 years OLD ! u all have ate rice for 14 years! then u all still go to the place where is the gathering place of the primary school's pupils?? what the hell .... i really cant stand u all anymore ... and , one more thing , some of the gals said , "lets go there~" then i just straight away said that , "i dont want go there" ... there is a very dirtyt and ... very bad place , got many malays smoking at there =.= i hate it! luckily , still got one girl said she dont want go there too , then we shopping together ...

i dont chat with all of them seriously , really , only some of the gals , i got chat with them ... then the stupid childish boys , well , all really very stupid ! still saying that XXX like XXX , XXX like you , you like XXX , what the hell .. . it is already past 2 years ok ??!! that is a old granny story !! stupid !!

sorry , this is a bad post i know ... and sorry for keep saying "stupid" ... sorry ><

05.08.06

2006-08-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh really very pek cek now!!stupid ! i am the stupid! u all are the genius ok ??!! i dont have brain , u all have! i dont have heart , u all have ! u dont have tears , u all have! ok ? ok ? ok ??!!
ok ... cool down ... i must cool down now !! ok ... is like this .. tat is why i am being so angry -_- ok , tomorrow is my primary school freind gathering . Then .. some of fren suddenly say dont want go , never mind , I wont care you all , u want go then u go , u want go then u pay , just that , just like that simple ! so easy why u all must ask "who got go ?" , "how many people go?" . tomorrow you all will know it!no need to ask !i am not GOD , i dont know the thing about the future!ok?!plz ... dont ask me , really .. i really dont know!!just leave me alone!!
then nevermind , huh ... u all just keep asking me , "why you choose at Pizzahut?" "what?pizzahut?not the store meh?" "why dont go other higher class place ?" what the hell ... 1st , why at the pizzahut . just think that! where can let 20 ppl chat loudly , of cox is at the fast food shop , then ... if at KFC , some will say that " so low class , sienz "or " KFC ? there is very dirty leh .." ... ok , then if at Mcdonald , there is not enaf seats for 20 ppl lo ... i think la ... then ... ok , only left Pizzahut , what can i choose ? or you want go the Delikatiza Cafe or One N only ? higher class place ... go X treme cafe or Osaka la!!rich ppl!! and one more , the store ?? what the hell ... 20 ppl can shopping and chatting at the same time oh ? and ... the (stupid lebih) boys will go the same shops with the gals ? just say , if the gals go and watch some shoes , will they go ? of cox wont ... thats why ... .... ...

ok .... sorry at all ... just now really very pek cek , now alrdy calm down ..

2006-07-31T22:29:00.000+08:00

<<< bullying peggy, cox she dont want play the piano for us !!!

<<< talk to my hand ,(cox i m talking to the phoneXD)

31.7.06

2006-07-31T20:49:00.000+08:00

the person who playing the piano is not me , is p****y XD

a boring afternoon

2006-07-30T15:37:00.000+08:00

haha , using the lousy n stupid camera and taking the photo ... all very ugly ><
if cant see clearly , u can go here

2006-07-30T12:03:00.000+08:00

I dont believe anything
this is the quote of ayumu . He always say this , he dont believe anything , or anybody. Even himslef , he also not believe . He always think that he is useless , but ... Hiyono trusted him ... so , he start to believe her ... ya ... that is the story of the SPIRAL.
I really love him , but that is past already . At that time , I was very crazy , falling in love deeply at him . And I also said that , "i dont believe anything" . If want to compare , at that time , when I was thinking this , I really feel happier than now ... yesterday , dont know why , cant sleep ... I just keep thinking this question . Should I take back the quote ? Should I ??
I think .... yes , I should do that .... I dont believe anything , although I am in the hopeless drakness , I still dont believe that I am hopeless . Although I failed in anything , I still dont believe that I will keep on failing ... ya , this is me ,
I dont believe anything

2006-07-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

i hate milk like this =.=but i love cow~~

27-7-06

2006-07-28T10:35:00.000+08:00

Today , we played football XD yeah , so song!! although we forgot to bring the t-shirt ... but we still play the football !! hahaha , it is really funny , and chan , your kick is so powerful , ouch ... so scary><
after that , we got 2 periods of relieve. Then ... cox we are too boring , then , Amelia , Peggy , Carryn and I started a crazy competition -- Who will cry first . then ... Carryn is the first one who cry out , waw so fast! she said that she feel very touching then she cry . -_-tuoching? ok ... then the 2nd round ... is she again . WOW ! so keng ... so fast .... 3rd round , I try to cry , and thinking something very sad , but failed ... well , since that i cant cry sadly , then i try to laught till cry . then ... haha , really sucess! I laugh madly then my tears come out !yaha!!!after that ... i have cried 3 times gua ... then Amelia got cried once , cox i just keep beating her >< only peggy dont cry . wah , she is very strong , wont cry one ... XD

Remember my last last last post which talk about i forget how to cry?ya , i really cant cry sadly , although i am very sad , upset and hopeless , i still cant cry . well , MAY BE , I already forgot the feeling of crying sadly , forgot the feeling of raining . I want walk under the rainy day!!RAIN ahhhhhhhhhhhhh............
(p/s: what a lebih post is this ???)

28-7-06

2006-07-28T10:11:00.000+08:00

this week really busy , --busy for nothing -- , busy till no time to blog T.T ok , what is past I dont want to say , I just want to tell all of you about my yesterday .
yesterday night , my mum and her fren go out . abd she told me abd my sis to do some house chores. ok... after I finish the house chores , then I turn on my computer , phew , long time no online , long time no blog ^^ when i started online , my mum and her fren came . Then , my mum stard nagging , "What I told u to do u didn't do?And you just sit in front of the computer?!" ... hey , I already done what you told me to do ok? althought it is not very perfect like what you did , but at least I got do the house chores! It is better than nothing!"I told me to make the milk for your brotehr you havent make yet !" hey man , you told me to make for him at 10.30 pm leh ... and when you said this word is at 10.00 pm only! what the hell ... and I just keep quite , and typing the blog . Then .... 'Why the rubbish havent throw out yet?" the person who suposed to throw the rubbish is my sister ok ?! becouse near my house got 2 dogs , and i am very afraid of them , so I dont want go out and throw the rubbish . ok ... now , where is her ?! she is sleeping at her bed now ... stupid sister ... then now i still keep quieting . "You only know to play computer , wont help me do the house chores !!What for I born a daughter like you ??!! " when i hear this , walao , i cant stand anymore , I just stood up , and turn off the sius of the computer ---and my blog .. haiz ... thats why i say what is past I dont want to say when i start this blog --- . "Your sister , all will help me do the house chores. Only you , you only know to play the computer !"
.... since that you need A ROBOT or A MAID to DO THE HOUSE CHORES for YOU , then , what for you born a daughter like me ??!! what for ??!! to train me become a robot ??!!
a robot will only move or action when they receive any orders , but , i am not , i am a human being ! I am not willing to do the thinghs that you ORDER me to do !! I am feeling very annoyed when you giving the ORDER !! I really hate it!! now , you are telling the new orders again , "later clean your room and mop the floor." what the hell ...
I really hate you ... ya , this is my first time for hating someone deeply ... thank you for let me know what is the feeling of hating someone

thank you and
I hate you

23.07.06

2006-07-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

just now , Ling Chen came to my hz . And she read my blogS(ha , i got so many @@ pening) . And she also got lend me her .. em , blog , ya , she write in a book . She said that her father not allow her to have a tmnet or jaring . Haiz... I have think of one thing , I want lend her my computer and my connection if she want blog on the web! Cause her blog is really very good ... all is about her mood , her feeling to someone who is very very mean and important to her . In her book , she just keep calling her as "You" or "piggy".And the "you" dont read her blog yet , cause she dont want "piggy" to know her feeling to "piggy". I have read all of her 30 articles . She ... actually we are the same type of person . She loves silence and alone . She loves to be alone in the classroom and dont want talk to anyone , althought the others will say that she is a freak . She always think that , nobody needs me , nobody loves me , nobody mentions me , nobody cares me . She loves to be sick , cause when she is sick , her family just will mention her , will look after her very careful . At the moment , she is very happy , cause finally ... somebody loves her , althought it just a short while , but she still feel very happy.
She had wrote many words for the "piggy" , she .... really loves "piggy" very much , deep till herself dont know who deep itzit . "piggy" dont have many frens , only got a few , althought "piggy" is very handsome and popular . "p" dont like to talk to others . When Ling Chen try to talk to "p" , "p" will say that , "Please , dont talk to me . You will ger hurt , really . Just leave me alone . " . When Ling Chen heard this , she noticed that , she cant leave this person alone , she must help this lonely person ! She tried to help "p" , and want open "p"'s heart , but she fail many times . Now they are regular fren , ya , looked like regular fren . Ling Chen's feeling to "p" is not just that ! it is not so simple and easy! it is a very very confused relation , Ling Chen think that . may be "p" is her lovest , the one and only most . "p" dont know all about this ... "p" dont know ...

I want help Ling Chen . I want help her to publish her blog on the web. I am serious . REALLY! Since that she got shcool tmr morning , I think I should call her at other day but not now . Gambateh Ling Chen , this is a bless from LingYi .

2006-07-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

You Are 30% Weird

Not enough to scare other people...
But sometimes you scare yourself.

How Weird Are You?

30%?really ? i think it should be more ...

2006-07-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

i dont think that u all see me as a person like this lo -.-i am a very careless person leh ...

2006-07-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

You Are 13 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

13 years old ...em ... i am 14 leh ....

2006-07-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

You Are Snow

Magical yet potentially destructive
You are well known as fun to play with
People anticipate your arrival but then are quickly sick of you

You are best known for: your serenity

Your dominant state: reflecting

What Type of Weather Are You?

am i ? but sometime my fren say that I make her very COLD , like snow =.=

How boyish or girlish are you?

2006-07-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish

You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.
You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.
Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.
You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

oh my god ...
how could it be T.T so sad ...

21.07.06

2006-07-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

I really feel very sorry to the people who know me , becox the YeeZhen that they know is not the real me . It just got a half is the real me , the other half , I had hiden it , I dont want to let my fren know that half of me , even is XiaoTian or Carryn , I am really not willing to let them know . But , I dont like hiding everytime , so , thats why I create this blog , ya , my homepage got a line "want to know the real me ? welcome to my secret room" . Ya , this is my secret room .
Sometime I will think that , I am not a normal or regular person , I got 2 MAIN characteristic , one is at the school , ya , the crazy girl =.= and the other one , is when I am alone , when my sisters all go back to KL , that one is a quite strange and quiet girl , never chat with my parents , 1 week only chat once , or twice . I like to be alone , I dont like talking , I like to hide all of my things inside my heart , I dont want to tell anybody about what am I thinking . My thinking is quite ... em , darkness , hopeless and sadlly , always think of the bad thing , --if you know Chinese , then you may go here -- there got many poems, but all of them is very darkness poems .
I am a human , who dont understand the meaning of "LOVE" . the love i mean is not only between the male and female , is between the human who live in this world . Althought i always say that i love ayumu blah sizumasa blah blah , but ... that kind of feeling just like , em... it is not LOVE , but is want that person always beside you or you can talk to him/her , just like the feeling to our idol . Donating the money to the poor people is called LOVE ? Feeling pity to the homeless people is called LOVE ? Feeding the food to the hungry animals is called LOVE ? Helping the people who are in a trouble is called LOVE? I dont know ... I dont know what is the meaning of this 4 simple letters , I dont know why people are always put this word beside their months , I dont know ... I really dont know ... Thats why , I always smile , smile to my frenz , smile to the people I know and the people I dont know . Ya , I only can be friendly to them ... is this called LOVE ?

2006-07-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

dory! thanks.. really love you soo much.. i m really hapy to have a fren like you... but you seem to giv false information to ppl.. i m not cheerful at all.. it is just my appearance or smt at school..at home i am just like a mad gal who gets mad very easily.. i feel myself like pretending lar~ wad u all see in me is just a gal, who is pretending to be cheerful but deep inside me, i am a gal who always keep and hide herself in a corner..who dun really talk to her family like det..seldom i mean.. unlike you.. dory, i am really envious of you for being so happy and just like no troubles. i hav never seen you throwing tantrums.. but i know u always do that at home..rite? it is like that one,i know cos i m oso like det..
okay, i dunno why i feel like you r really a good fren of mine and i think it needs no reason. you always help me in everything. help me to control my money, change me and everything. help me so that i wont simply spend, help me to raise fund, always make me feel warmth and everything. you make me know the meaning of frenz.. thank you dory..
i dun really mean to say something like this to make you happy or wad.. but i am telling you thetruth as well expressing my feling to let you know..
i want you to know that the wenjun in school and at home is totally different..in everything. i m not that gd as wad you all think.u see, that's why they all aways giv in to me like treats me gd tok to me politely. u all no nid to do so.. juz take me a your fren, who is like u know..
to be honest i want you all to treat me like weejie ... they always have fun but wad do is just look..how i wish i could be like her.. so cheerful and happy.. have many frenz ttooo..
okay.. i have said my piece..
so see you~

long time no blog ...

2006-07-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

well , yesterday is amy's bday . Actually i want call her at 12.00am but peggy and chan said that want play a trick on her . Then nvm lo ^^ It is quite funny too ...Our plan is quite foolish and paiseh ... and one more thing , she already know our plan =.= sienz ... but she is very very happy when she saw the presents ^^ phew ... thank god = ]

today carryn ask me a question , "If you saw a baby is thrown at the roadside , what will you do?". I know , since that we all got learn the , and the teacher always teach us the RIGHT thing , then ... if this question come out on the exam , we should answer "I will report to the police or take care of the baby . " ya, then you will get a fullmarks for that question . But if , if , this kind of thing really happened to you , what will you do? For me , honestly , i wont bother the baby . It sounds very cruel i know , and even very evil and unkind , but , i really will do so . Becox , I got no power to take care of this kind of thing , and i also cant act like a hero ... i know the people like me will hate by many people . To me , a LIFE , it just a part of this earth . u just think it , the earth got how many billions people ? if it minus 1 , will anyone mention it ? Will anybody take care of it ? NO , they just will think "just a person die , not a big deal . " . YA , this is the real human being . Then after 10 seconds , the war happended at the other side of the world and 1000 of people die . Now , just the people say "Oh my god ! Got so many people die !" .... this is the human ... ya ...
What will you do , if you saw a baby thrown by the roadside ?

Sorry for u , if u become moody after u read this blog , Cox know i m very moody =.=

17.07.06

2006-07-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

"I am very envy you... " If you hear some one said this to you , what will you think ? As for me , I will feel glad , since that still got people envy me . May be , envy is one part of our life , I will envy people also . I envy someone who has a lot of friends , envy those who can smile always , envy the people , who can show their real expression . As for me , I cant ... I don't have the courage to show the real me in front of my friends ... Many of them said that, never see my angry face . But actually , I am a person , who will get angry easily , if I feel angry , I wont show it , i will smile friendly and look at you , and in my heart , may be I am cursing you . Hehe , you should beware the person like me .
Envy is a good thing , which will make you feel , you want to be a someone like that, or do something well . But jealous is a bad thing , if envy is angel , then the jealous will be the devil . You can choose to keep an angel in your heart or , keep a devil as you pet . You can choose it , nobody will force you to choose a devil or an angel . If you choose to keep a devil as your pet , then you will do something very very bad , try to take the thing that you jealous , that you want . If you choose the angel , i think , i no need to say more ...
"What have you choose ? "
Hehe , i dont want to choose , I want to remember all I have , not the all I dont have .
What have you choose ? A devil? Or an angel?

16.07.06

2006-07-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

phew , now , my mood is better than just now . i already cold down , if my things are all disappear , then , i will start from a "0" , from now , start with a "0" . and all my songs ... haiz ... i just can cry , and redownload it again . but the most important , i hope that the virus , the stupid TROJAN HORSE is disappear also ... if not , then i want to suicide =.=
my mood become very very good , because ... hehe , the game , Wind Fantasy 5 , the trial version is out already! if i live at TAIWAN . the company will post the cd to me , but i live at Malaysia, not TAIWAN , then nevermind , i got a very very very good friend -- love him so much -- upload the CD to me!yeah yeah yeah !! i already wait for the CD since May till now , i almost want die ... luckly , my friend send it to me . really really love him !! muackx!!

16-07-06

2006-07-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

agrh!!!!i am gonna be crazy!!!!
just now i format my com , then ... all my important thing ! such as songs ah , my lovely husband and boyfriendS' pictures ah , and my lovely comic and anime images , are all put in there . then ... when i formay , i though that i had choose the C drive , then .... now , when i start my computer again , then i go and check ... oh my god ! my D is empty ! and my C still like the before one! what the fuck hell!!! dammit!!! i am really in a very very very very bad mood =_= , want kill someone !!arghhhhhargghharghhhhhhhargghhhh
go to hell la !! stupid computer !!! shit !!!!

15-07-06

2006-07-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

wahaha, what a good weekend! later can go shopping with my sis , and now my connection is very fast , the weather is so good , and the noisy children are not at house!!yeah!!!

now i am trying , to study the HTML code , try to adit the other blog . @@ , it is really make me very confused ... but i want to learn it slowly , patiently . now is memorizing the code of the colour , and some fonts ... i will try my best!! to study well at the HTML code! and also the blog ah , internet blah blah blah ...

last week , waishi introduced a new friend to me . he is a lilltle boy , 13 years old , got a quite good looking . starting i dont chat with him , cause i was busy doing my blogskin . then while i was free , just i realized tat the conversation got a unknown "he" . and i ask waishi about him , waishi just said that is frenster online fren . then i started chat with him . actually he is a good person , who is very friendly ... hehe , and one more thing ... he is from perak one .... my 1st perak fren, haha , wish u always have a nice day ^^

wHat a GHOST day ?

2006-07-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

haha , today i ponteng class again XD and i go library with this others . Then ... may be now is near the Chinese July , so we all are very intersted at the ghost story . may be some is not ... whatever ...well , i had heard many quite scary story , which make me feel very very cold . phew , suddenly ... scared to the ghost =.= before this , i quite brave la , but not as brave as my sis , who want take parts in the fear factor and love X-games , i just braver than my cousin , christine ^_^ (if she saw this , i m sure that she will BOX me =.=)
later want go shana's house ... haha , waiting my sis's CD ... so sienz ... dont know what to do , just walking (?) around my blog, and suffering the internet . my computer may be attacked by the virus trojan horse , so scary @@ hope that it wont suddenly die lo ... but if it die , then i can change a better new one ^^

14-07-06

2006-07-14T10:49:00.000+08:00

when i wake up , i was in a very very good mood . i was taking my breakfast , two banana+a milo , just a simple breakfast . then ... my mum suddenly called me to do house chores . walao ... my mood suddenly become very very bad ... sienz ... and she just keep nagging and repeating the same thing , call me to do that do this , she cant even give me a lillte bit time to read the newspaper and let me enjoy my morning ?! actually today i want go out jogging and take some photos ... haiz... damn it =.=
hope later go school my mood will be better ...

13.07.06

2006-07-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

already forgot that ... how to cry ... really ... i even dont remember , when is my last cry ...
that day, when i was doing revision for history , i was truely stressed , very very stressful , i dont understand those stupid history , what perjanjian , and also what hasil blah blah blah ... i was trying to cry at that moment , but , i was failed . why the tears is not coming out ? but at that moment , i feel that , i was crying , crying without tears ... so sad , the sadest thing i think is , when u are sad , u cant cry , when u are happy , u cant smile.
last time , when my auntie past away , i also dont cry , althought i was standing beside her , looking at her face , i also dont have a single tears .
and one more last time , when soo chien's brother passed away , shana,shirley , liyi , christine and i went to her house.She was crying sadly ... just keep saying that , her brother havent talked to her that day , she miss him , and the others got cried too . then ... i still dont have a single tears . at this moment ... how could a warm-blooded human being , wont cry ?! why?!? who can answer me?! then , i just try to act that , i was crying , yes, i did , i act like i am crying .
Am i the worst friend?Am i the strangest person?i think is yes ... yes , i am a cold-blooded person , i am the devil , not a angel ...

now i just remember , my last cry , is at March , at the 1st day of that holiday , i cried , for ayumu (dont show this emo>>>> =.=" or swt ) . that day , cox my sister go to wetex and dont want bring me along , i want go wetex , to buy the last volume of SPIRAL. i cried madly at my room , and drinking the wine (ha, vocal!nice!) , turned the speaker to the loudest , just keep replaying the "Be Strong" of Mayday , and just kept saying that , "ayumu...ayumu...ayumu..." .... haha, what a mad person am i ?!
p/s : that day. i drunk 3 bottles of vocal ... XD

13-07-06

2006-07-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

yaha!!!!finally the test is past!!!Its over!!No more test(for this month..)!!!yeah!!!phew , finally can online ^^ haha, so happy . but actually yesterday , hehe , i got online a while la , and read Gentlemen Alliance Chapter 24 . so handsome ... olewa no oji sama!!!aishiteru!!!
em , this 3 days , huh, quite stress ... first day study till midnight , then throw the books on the floor , too stress and bored . the second day , or i should said tuesday night , i was studying kemahiran hidup , then i suddenly remember that , wednesday morning i need to go to school fot the kegiatan kokurikulum . what the hell... i already got no time to study , then the stupid KP person ,you-know-who,force me to go . ok , never mind, i go kk.then , in the next morning ... when i was there , i really got a shock , wow, still got 2 form1 students come!!how could it be?!they are so hardworking...even got test still come to kk ! they are the kindest people!!i love u two!!!then , haha,peggy and amelia come and join us , join joyful . and the pandu puteri and st.john join up together.and i heard one more funny thing , st.john, which has 100++members,haha,only got 7 people attends ! XD
and finally , today the test is finished . hurreyyyy!still very high now ... haha, still cant calm down . this time my test result ,hahhaha, i m sure that it will worse than the last time examination, cox , i really, i truely, not preparing the test well , i just read the subject which will test at the next day . before that , i even lazy to bother , to touch the books! huh , well, wish that this time my result dont got a C ... ><

09.07.06

2006-07-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

today , i should be , yes , i should be , doing a revision for the exam , but ... haha , i just keep writing the novel ... u know , i start working again . then ... i went ng's bday party . XD , 1st time , the exam is at the corner , then , i dont study , i go party . hahahahaha, what a nonsense ... then nvm o , i think that i m the most crazy at there lo , 38 with peggy , amelia and shana . XD . huh , 1st time go ng's house , and i saw a scary , actually is cute la , dog . it just keep barking at the starnger , look very fierce . so scary T.T . I scare dog!!ahhhhhhh!!!!
actually , i think , that is not a bday party , i only feel that it is a party when all of us is taking the food and i see many people . thats all.... the others just watching the tv , or playing the computer . this is my 1st bday party , which the people are not playing games , or chatting together , or doing something elso together . this time , all seperate , got 3 gengs gua , 1 is watching tv , 1 is playing computer , 1 is unknonws . this time is the 1st time , i went bac from a party at this early time , 9.30pm+. i always go party till 11.00++b4 , u know ?! this time is really early =.=

phew , feeling very scare to face the exam . really lazy to study , but very scare . hehe , if i m feeling stress, then i will become thinner , yeah! wont be a gozila but is a king kong!haha!!!
if i really can feel stress , then i will surely , very happy ... cox a crazy person like me , never feeling stress longer than half hours . hahaha ...

07.07.06

2006-07-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

-----firstly , i want to apologize .... really sorry to the SHE ... ------

yesterday , i met 3 people who are making me feel very suprised ... they are my primary school's frie...ie , noooo , is 2 primary school's friend , 1 primary school's teacher . unbelieavable , meet 3 really long time no see people in a day . at the afternoon , i go nan ji and take my lunch at there , then ... before i go in to the shop , i saw my friend , we usually call her "o ba de"( blacky pork) ... althought i know this is a very very bad action , but we usually call her like that , since standard 5 till now , when i chat with my primary school's friend , if we talk about her , we still call her "o ba de" . em , i think i need to describe her look to let your guys know that why we call her "o ba de" . she is quite fat , and , got a drak skin , then ... sometime will do some , em ... make people feeling annoyed action , and ... s*x ... ok , then nvm , i saw her , at that moment , my brain was empty , just think of , ah , oh my god , is her ( o.Olll ) i just look at her and smiling at the same time . she waved to me ... ahahaha ... oh my god , i hope that she wont go in yo the Nan Ji too . but ... she go in ... with her mother . walao ! so suai !! nevermind , i just cold down , and walk to the seat with my sister . then ... she walked to the counter . phew... lucky , she dont take her lunch here , she was taking away her meal . then ... my sister suddenly say : "hey u , go to the counter , and order . the waitress seems like very busy . " oh my god ... what the hell ... i take a deep breathe , ok , yee zhen , trust yourself , you can do that ! i told myself . then ... i walked to the counter , and said "hi" to her first ... what was i doing!??i think i already gone mad at that time ... then we start chatting with some , weird topics , like "how are you?" " what did you order?" "ah ... you no need to go school meh?" etc etc . finally , after a few second , her meal is already served , then she just went back with her mother , thankfully , i am still alive ... phew ... thanks god ...
then , at the night , i go Chong Ming and buy something . when i push the door , i nyaris-nyaris terlanggar a woman . " sorry... sorry ... " i just keep apoliging , when i look at the woman , oh my god! is my teacher! i said out her name , and we start chatting . wow ... she looks older than before ... ( of cox la ! 2 years not see leh!) ... afterwards, i went into the shop and start looking for things . then ... i saw a familiar face ... ei?is that my friend's sister ? then i walked near her , i saw a person stood beside her . ei??!!is Jie Ying! really ! is her! ---about her , em ... her voice is a very very smooth , i still remember , when she buyed food at canteen , the uncle cant hear her voice , then if , i was at there, i always repeat what did her said to the uncle . then she is a very very reticent person , the sentences that i talked to her within a year , can count one! i think , about 3 sentences gua ... when our class is very noisy , she just sit at her place and keeeeep quiet at there , never join us even thought we gor invite her . she is at the same class with me since standard 1 till s.6 , but we just regular friend . as i think la , may be she didnt even take me as her friend? ....whatever ... ----i called her first , then she just stood at there , and looked blur blur . "me , yee zhen ah , tat one very crazy at 6M de ..."after i said this , she just "oooo...i know ... " . then we got chat a few words la ... i also very blur at that time ... then i just go away and look for my things again ...

i think this is a kind of affinity la , actually , can meet 3 people which are long time no meet one , is very lucky ... but ... haiz , if that afternoon i didnt meet her , then i think i will feel more happy lo ... =_=

lastly , sorry for grammer mistake , i am very blur at those past t. and present t . de , so i campur-campur use lo .

08.07.06

2006-07-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

today is the school day ... althought it is saturday , but i still need to go to that stupid ( d*mn) place . ur guys may be will feel weird , why i need to go school today ... cox .... today is the hari ganti cuti for the holiday at Hari Raya Puasa . what the .... now just july , why do we need to bother the matter of the october now ?! we should concetrate at the other things , such as ... next week is exam la , teacher havent teach till which chapter yet la , etc , etc ...
but , actually today i go school , hehe , teacher only come into the class at the last 3 period la . 1st 2 period teacher got come in , but we played game XD . after thay , we start crazy . hahahahhaa.... my friends (?) and me started play a crazy game , Truth or Dare? . a lot of funny things did happened ... the most emberasing thing is ... i hold the broom , holding it like holding a guitar , and , go to the next class , and stand at the front , then ... sing a song , a sh*t song ... the students of the class all dont down what did happened at the last seconds , may be they will tell to the others like this : "hey , just now got a 38 come to our class and singing leh ! her sound just like a crow ! and one more important thing , she was playing a broom , but not a guitar ! " hahaha , if really like this , then i think i got to change my name lo ... wakkaaka ...

my sis already went back to the k.l lo ... my house become as quite as before she come back . every time , when she is at the home , our house will become very noisy , full of her voice . she is the most talkative ! most kap in our house ! among all of the siblings! she is talkative than me , did you believe ? me alrdy very talkative lo , then , she is worse than me . XD can you imagine when both of us is chatting when we are taking our dinner ? hehe , then my father when say , : "both of you dont need to eat already very full la ! just keep talking ... wont feel hungry o? " haha ... but if he is in a bad mood , he will scold us la ><